1 / Nowhere To Run (6.04)2 / Don't Stay (4.23)3 / Each And Every Day (7.38)4 / Ignorance (5.58)5 / Way Out Of Line (5.03)6 / Waste of time (5.15)7 / Too Late (6.29)8 / Boy (6.43)9 / Father (7.29)
Credits FAF is Edwin Roes (guitars), Alex Toonen (vocals), Ed Wernke (drums, backing vocals), Peter de Jong (keyboards), Rene Bacchus (bass, backing vocals)All songs written By FAFProduced by Mark Anthony And Gert-Jan MasurelRecorded, Mixed And Mastered April - September 1996At Markant Recording Studios, Heeze, The NetherlandsArt Direction And Design By Bert Van DijkPhotography By Ruud Raats
1 / Nowhere To Run (6.04)Driving on a desert highwayMy destiny's unknownI haven't got a clueAnd I don't know what I'm doingI'm just thinking of a chance to get awayI want to get awayHeading for another borderMiles away from homeLooking for a place to lay my headBut I'm to scared to stopTrying to get awayI want to get awayThe sun is burning on the middle of the roadThe cops are on my heelsI know I haven't got a chanceTo come out of this aliveI just hope that someone out there knows my nameI hope she knows my nameI was tired of my illusionsEvery single dayI was blinded by confusionI pulled my gun and tried to make her stayWhy didn't she just stayI still rememberThe fear in her eyesAs I lost my mindLooking for a reasonTo make her understand the things I didTo let her stayThere's nothing to return toShe looked at me and turned and walked away
2 / Don't Stay (4.23)I'm getting out of bedThere's something in your eyesAnger in the morningI'm so tired of telling liesYou know I'm trying to find my wayBut you couldn't be more wrongYou think I wanted you to stayBut I'm wishing you were goneAnd then when you tell meI'm making no more senseThat's when it hits meYou 're trying to make me payI know you've had enoughBut do you think that you're aloneI never really wanted youIn this place I call my ownI always liked my freedomBut now it's coming to an endI guess you never saw it comingBut now it's really time you wentAnd then when you tell meI'm making no more senseThat's when it hits meYou 're trying to make me payI'm telling you to goBut you don't listen to what I sayYou've only got one goalI think you're trying to make me payI think you're trying to make me payAnd then when you tell meI'm making no more senseThat's when it hits meYou 're trying to make me pay
3 / Each And Every Day (7.38)Each and every dayI watch the falling leavesAnd I could not long for more'Cause each and every dayI live without youI know I made the right choiceDid I ever care to tell youDid I ever care to tell you it's okayDid I ever mean to tell youEverything I ever felt has gone awayEach and every dayEach and every dayI watch the falling starsAnd I could not wish for more'Cause every day I stayIt's getting harderto go away...for everyMoment that I live without youMakes me want to stay without youIn a wayAnd if I ever think about youI know that what I have decided is okayIn each and every wayThinking of the timeYou were my only oneWith no one in betweenAnd every day I prayedThat I could keep thisI never dreamt there would beMoments that I'd live without youWishing I would be without youIn a wayAnd if I ever think about youI know that what I have decided is okayIn each and every wayYou know that I love youBut I just couldn't take no moreThere's no more argueingAnd no more fightingIt makes me want to stayLonely every dayEach and every dayDid I ever care to tell youDid I ever care to tell you it's okayDid I ever mean to tell youEverything I ever felt has gone awayEach and every dayYou know that I love youBut I just couldn't take no moreThere's no more argueingAnd no more fightingIt makes me want to stayLonely every dayEach and every dayI watch the falling leavesAnd stars are falling downIn each and every wayI live without youAnd I could not wish for moreEach and every day
4 / Ignorance (5.58)I guess I should be thankfulThat you're messing up our livesYou're giving me my freedomI'm already enjoying my timeYou said you never planned for itBut I can't believe that's trueYou said you really cared for meAnd there was nothing you could doBut I guess I know you betterThan to think you really caredAnd I know you must be lying'Bout all the things you've sharedSo I close the door on my way outIt was never meant to beI leave the keys on my way outWhat a feeling to be freeHow could I ever be so ignorantI expected you to be as faithful as I amAnd I did not dare to tell youHow I longed for you that nightBut then again I had it comingFor I trusted you too muchYou told me all about himAnd you said he's just a friendHe only makes you smile againAnd you don't know what I meantI think you know him betterThan you really want to showYou called him up to talk to himBut you think that I don't know(What I know)How could I ever be so ignorantI expected you to be as faithful as I amAnd I did not dare to tell youHow I longed for you that nightBut then again I had it comingFor I trusted you too muchClose the doorShe saidThere is something you should knowPlease don't be angry with meWhen I tell you I don't feel it anymoreIl's not that I don't love youAnd he doesn't mean that muchBut it's the feeling that I'm missingThat makes me fall for someone elsePlease don't let it bother youWhen I say you should have funAnd I hope you won't be angryWhen I do those things you believe are wrongIt's not that I don't love youAnd he doesn't mean that muchBut it's the feeling that I'm missingThat makes me fall for someone elseHow could I ever be so ignorantI expected you to be as faithful as I amAnd I did not dare to tell youHow I longed for you that nightBut then again I hrad it comingFor I trusted you too much
5 / Way Out Of Line (5.03)(instrumental)
6 / Waste of time (5.15)Reaching outAs I look out of my windowI see the people passing byI can almost touch their freedomAs my days are going byI never felt so lonely and so scaredWasted timeEvery single momentWhen I thought I had a chanceBlinded by my angerOnly thinking of revengeThinking of my childhood and my dreamsHe made it all sound so easyAll I had to doWas watch the door when he got inI never dared to ask him why he had to bring his gunI didn't dare to look what he had doneHe used to be my friendHe used to be the oneI trusted all alongAnd as he ran he left me standing all aloneI never knew that he had goneWhen will they knowIt wasn't my faultNo one seems to careDoing my timeAway from if allAs if no one seems to careI'm waiting for the dayThe day I will come outI'm hoping that she'll wait for meBut I know I have my doubtsShe didn't even write meShe didn't even tell me where she wasQuiet are the daysThe silence of the nightI have no one left to turn toNowhere left to hideThe only thing I ever believed inHas gone and took my prideTook it all awayWhen will they knowit wasn't my faultNo one seems to careDoing my timeAway from if allAs if no one seems to care
7 / Too Late (6.29)I told you that's enoughBut you never stop complainingIt doesn't matter who is wrong or who is rightI'm sorry if it bothers youBut I've got my opinionI'm almost feeling sorry I'm aliveDo you ever think of meDo you ever pay attentionI guess you always thought that I'd be here to stayBut let me tell you nowThere's only one solutionI have to pack my things and go awayYou say I'm to blameBut I don't share your point of viewIt just makes me wonderWas it me or was it youI'm feeling aloneBut I don't need you anymoreYou know you can 't stop meSo I'l1 walk right through that doorI always thought you were the oneWho would be left without a homeNo friends to turn toNo one thereIf you're feeling all aloneYou say I'm to blameBut I don't share your point of viewIt just makes me wonderWas it me or was it youI'm feeling aloneBut I don't need you anymoreYou know you can 't stop meSo I'll walk right through that door
8 / Boy (6.43)I cross my fingers when I go to bedWishing for a quiet and peaceful nightBut violent images soon fill my headAnd again I am a witness to their fightI bury my head deep down in my pillowStreaming voices from upstairsI wish that I could make their children knowThat one day there will be someone who caresSomething's keeping me from picking up the phoneI want to shout out to the world it's got to endIt's getting clearer every dayThat they can't make it on their ownBut I was taught that every neighbour is a friendI've always known that it would come to thisI ask myself am I to blame?I was minding my own businessWhen the cops took him awayI turned and looked the other waySomething 's keeping me from picking up the phoneI want to shout out to the world it's got to endIt's getting clearer every dayThat they can't make it on their ownBut I was taught that every neighbour is a friend1 feel so helpless when they tell meThey're not happy anymoreI want to stay out of their livesBut I feel like breaking down the door
9 / Father (7.29)Another day has diedStill no ending to his fightWill he ever be afraidOr is he longing for his lightNobody there to end his painAs if no one is there to hear his callFather I can hear youHear you when you callFather I can feel itI feel it when you callNo one said it would be easyNo one said that life was fairIf you ever feel you're losing itJust remember that we're thereNobody there to end his painAs if no one is there to hear his callFather I can hear youHear you when you callFather I can feel itI feel it when you callOh but I've seen something in his eyesAs if he's giving up his fightAnd there is no one who can blame himHe has to make it through his neverending nightWith nobody there to end his painAs if no one is there to hear his callFather I can hear youHear you when you callFather I can feel itI feel it when you callOh can you feel it when we cryDon't you ever say goodbye...