Driving on a desert highway

My destiny's unknown

I haven't got a clue

And I don't know what I'm doing

I'm just thinking of a chance 

to get away

I want to get away

Heading for another border

Miles away from home

Looking for a place 

to lay my head

But I'm to scared to stop

Trying to get away

I want to get away

The sun is burning 

on the middle of the road

The cops are on my heels

I know I haven't got a chance

To come out of this alive

I just hope that someone out 

there knows my name

I hope she knows my name

I was tired of my illusions

Every single day

I was blinded by confusion

I pulled my gun and 

tried to make her stay

Why didn't she just stay

I still remember

The fear in her eyes

As I lost my mind

Looking for a reason

To make her understand

the things I did

To let her stay

There's nothing to return to 

She looked at me and 

turned and walked away

I'm getting out of bed

There's something in your eyes

Anger in the morning

I'm so tired of telling lies

You know I'm trying 

to find my way

But you couldn't be more wrong

You think I wanted you to stay

But I'm wishing you were gone

And then when you tell me

I'm making no more sense

That's when it hits me

You 're trying to make me pay

I know you've had enough

But do you think that you're alone

I never really wanted you

In this place I call my own

I always liked my freedom

But now it's coming to an end

I guess you never saw it coming

But now it's really time you went

And then when you tell me

I'm making no more sense

That's when it hits me

You 're trying to make me pay

I'm telling you to go

But you don't listen to what I say

You've only got one goal

I think you're trying 

to make me pay

And then when you tell me

I'm making no more sense

That's when it hits me 

You 're trying to make me pay

Each and every day

I watch the falling leaves

And I could not long for more

'Cause each and every day

I live without you

I know I made the right choice

Did I ever care to tell you

Did I ever care 

to tell you it's okay

Did I ever mean to tell you

Everything I ever felt 

has gone away

Each and every day

Each and every day

I watch the falling stars

And I could not wish for more

'Cause every day I stay

It's getting harder

to go away ... for every

Moment that I live without you

Makes me want to stay 

without you in a way

And if I ever think about you

I know that what I have decided 

is okay In each and every way

Thinking of the time

You were my only one

With no one in between

And every day I prayed

That I could keep this

I never dreamt there would be

Moments that I'd 

live without you

Wishing I would be 

without you in a way

If I ever think about you

I know that what I have 

decided is okay 

In each and every way

You know that I love you

But I just couldn't take no more

There's no more argueing

And no more fighting

It makes me want to stay

Lonely every day

Each and every day

Did I ever care to tell you

Did I ever care

to tell you it's okay

Did I ever mean to tell you

Everything I ever felt 

has gone away

Each and every day

You know that I love you

But I just couldn't take no more

There's no more argueing

And no more fighting

It makes me want to stay

Lonely every day

Each and every day

I watch the falling leaves

And stars are falling down

In each and every way

I live without you

And I could not wish for more

Each and every day

I guess I should be thankful

That you're messing up our lives

You're giving me my freedom

I'm already enjoying my time

You said you never planned for it

But I can't believe that's true

You said you really cared for me

There was nothing you could do

But I guess I know you better

Than to think you really cared

And I know you must be lying

'Bout all the things you've shared

So I close the door on my way out

It was never meant to be

I leave the keys on my way out

What a feeling to be free

How could I ever be so ignorant

I expected you to be as 

faithful as I am

And I did not dare to tell you

How I longed for you that night

But then again I had it coming

For I trusted you too much

You told me all about him

And you said he's just a friend

He only makes you smile again

And you don't know what I meant

I think you know him better

Than you really want to show

You called him up to talk to him

But you think that I don't know

(What I know)

How could I ever be so ignorant

I expected you to be as

faithful as I am

And I did not dare to tell you

How I longed for you that night

But then again I had it coming

For I trusted you too much

Close the door

She said

There is something 

you should know

Please don't be angry with me

When I tell you 

I don't feel it anymore

Il's not that I don't love you

And he doesn't mean that much

But it's the feeling

that I'm missing

That makes me 

fall for someone else

Please don't let it bother you

When I say you should have fun

And I hope you won't be angry

When I do those things

you believe are wrong

It's not that I don't love you

And he doesn't mean that much

But it's the feeling 

that I'm missing

That makes me 

fall for someone else

How could I ever be so ignorant

I expected you to be as 

faithful as I am

And I did not dare to tell you

How I longed for you that night

But then again I hrad it coming

For I trusted you too much

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Reaching out

As I look out of my window

I see the people passing by

I can almost touch their freedom

As my days are going by

I never felt so lonely 

and so scared

Wasted time

Every single moment

When I thought I had a chance

Blinded by my anger

Only thinking of revenge

Thinking of my childhood

and my dreams

He made it all sound so easy

All I had to do

Was watch the door 

when he got in

I never dared to ask him 

why he had to bring his gun

I didn't dare to look 

what he had done

He used to be my friend

He used to be the one

I trusted all along

And as he ran he left me 

standing all alone

I never knew that he had gone

When will they know

It wasn't my fault

No one seems to care

Doing my time

Away from if all

As if no one seems to care

I'm waiting for the day

The day I will come out

I'm hoping that she'll wait for me

But I know I have my doubts

She didn't even write me

She didn't even tell me 

where she was

Quiet are the days

The silence of the night

I have no one left to turn to

Nowhere left to hide

The only thing I ever believed in

Has gone and took my pride

Took it all away

When will they know

it wasn't my fault

No one seems to care

Doing my time

Away from if all

As if no one seems to care

I told you that's enough

But you never stop complaining

It doesn't matter who is wrong 

or who is right

I'm sorry if it bothers you

But I've got my opinion

I'm almost feeling sorry 

I'm alive

Do you ever think of me

Do you ever pay attention

I guess you always thought 

that I'd be here to stay

But let me tell you now

There's only one solution

I have to pack my things 

and go away

You say I'm to blame

But I don't share 

your point of view

It just makes me wonder

Was it me or was it you

I'm feeling alone

But I don't need you anymore

You know you can 't stop me

So I'l1 walk right 

through that door

I always thought 

you were the one

Who would be left 

without a home

No friends to turn to

No one there

If you're feeling 

all alone

You say I'm to blame

But I don't share 

your point of view

It just makes me wonder

Was it me or was it you

I'm feeling alone

But I don't need you anymore

You know you can 't stop me

So I'll walk right 

through that door

I cross my fingers 

when I go to bed

Wishing for a quiet peaceful night

But violent images 

soon fill my head

And again I am a 

witness to their fight

I bury my head 

deep down in my pillow

Streaming voices from upstairs

I wish that I could 

make their children know

That one day there will be

 someone who cares

Something's keeping me from 

picking up the phone

I want to shout out to the world 

it's got to end

It's getting clearer every day

That they can't make it 

on their own

But I was taught that 

every neighbour is a friend

I've always known that 

it would come to this

I ask myself am I to blame?

I was minding my own business

When the cops took him away

I turned and 

looked the other way

Something 's keeping me from 

picking up the phone

I want to shout out to the world 

it's got to end

It's getting clearer every day

That they can't make it 

on their own

But I was taught that 

every neighbour is a friend

1 feel so helpless

when they tell me

They're not happy anymore

I want to stay 

out of their lives

But I feel like 

breaking down the door

Another day has died

Still no ending to his fight

Will he ever be afraid

Or is he longing for his light

Nobody there 

to end his pain

As if no one is there 

to hear his call

Father I can hear you

Hear you when you call

Father I can feel it

I feel it when you call

No one said it would be easy

No one said that life was fair

If you ever feel you're losing it

Just remember that we're there

Nobody there

to end his pain

As if no one is there

to hear his call

Father I can hear you

Hear you when you call

Father I can feel it

I feel it when you call

Oh but I've seen

something in his eyes

As if he's giving up his fight

And there is no one

who can blame him

He has to make it

through his 

never ending night

With nobody there 

to end his pain

As if no one is there

to hear his call

Father I can hear you

Hear you when you call

Father I can feel it

I feel it when you call

Oh can you feel it

when we cry 

Don't you ever 

say goodbye...